For the record my S key is gone so i am having to put amazing effort into this journal lol. Buuut anyway. Just figured I would put an update on here after my hiatus from the internet. I have literally spent most of the last several months only online to check my bank account, do homework or read naruto. This has been one hell of a year and it finally seems to be straightening out a little bit and I'm beginning to feel more like myself and it feels pretty damn good. I know I have not talked to a lot of people online for quite awhile and I feel really bad about it. Especially Kim, I miss her a whole lot. As cheesy as it is, once I graduated high school and got thrown into real life I had to find a way to make things work and I think I'm finally starting to get there. So I intend to be on here more and I hope to GOD that I can get my messenger working on my laptop so that I can get on and talk to the people I've been missing. I'm sure that there are a few people that are pretty mad at me for not being online, and I say to those people, I already said that I was sorry and I meant it, but I had to get myself figured out and if you can't understand that, well I'm sorry about that too but it can't be helped.

An update on my last several months:

I have a pregnant sister and a pregnant best friend. So I have a whole lot of pregnant around me. And as long as its not me, I'm okay with it XD. So yeah, thats been some craziness around here.

My reason for my S key being gone and my beloved cat Toki got killed not too long ago and i am still very saddened by it. I miss her a whole lot, she was my homework buddy.

My ex-fiance is now my current boyfriend (don't call me stupid or criticize me, I've gotten enough criticism from my family. I believe everyone makes mistakes and i was always taught forgiveness and now i'm going to practice it. If i'm wrong, well then I have only myself to blame. I made it through that rough patch of my life and it only made me stronger. It made me realize that I can make it through on my own. (not that I didnt have plenty of appreciated support).

I'm a full time manager at white castle and a full time student at IUS for business management and I'm tired a lot because of it lol But, gotta make a living somehow.

I now have 4 tattoos, and I'll have 5 when I can afford it again.

I have gotten back into writing some, for those who actually read my story Fated, I have worked on it some and have the urge to work a little more.

I think thats about all. Again, i'm sorry to everyone I've missed, but I want you all to know that I am here and feeling much better. Hope everyone has been doing well, I'm off to work on some accounting homework and hopefully watch some Trigun!

Ja Ne!